midooni chanrooz pisha high shode boodam be chi fek mikardam? be "haj"! be manie haj too eslam. man jedi dare kam kam rabete asheghaneye bande ba khodash too eslam baram kheyli jaleb mishe.
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din mesle ezdevaje ye ahde, ye rabetas ke khob mesle hameye rabetehaye ensani oft mikone. in rabete ham bala payinaye khodesho dare betab. hamisham avalesh shooresh kheli ziade o bad kam kam oft mikone. hala khoda haj ro vase in vajeb karde ke yejoor age indoorie ba mashoogh root tasir gozashte o delet sard shode ba didanesh 2bare hamoon shooro shoghe avale rabete zende beshe o in tajdide bey'ate 2bare ba mashooghet yani 2bare zende kardane eshgh.
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rabete ba khoda ye "long distant relationship" e, khasiate hameye in rabeteha ine ke be moroor zaman 2taraf e rabete momkene az rabeteye avalie monharef beshan ba ye chize dige jasho por konan, ba kar o zendegi ba khanevade ya hatta ba ye rabeteye jadidtar. hala khoda mikhad ba inkar toro 2bare bargardoone be oon zamani ke nesbat be mashooghet "obsessed" boodi o hamishe too fekret bood o nemitoonesti faramooshesh koni.
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ye chize dige ke jalebe, midooni hajia ke daran miran haj ye chio tekrar mikonan dige... "labaika alahomma labbaik! labaika la sharika laka labaik!..." yani betalab mano! mano bekhoon! yani khode hajiam midoone ride shode ba rabetash dare talab mikone oon "passion" e avaliaro, mige be khoda faghat khodeti kase dige ham age bood dige in vasat nis! pas mano bekhah ke daram miam pishet! khob hatman khodaam too in modati ke door boode labod kolli az eshghe avalish nesbat be bandehe kam shode dige, hala in mikhad bege ke yani toam bas bekhay! mikhad motmaen she rabete hanooz 2tarafas, too in modat yeki digaro jaye bandehe peyda nakarde bashe. hesab kon ba hezar arezoo beri dare khoone khoda bebini ye alame digam oonja daran ba khoda laas mizanan, che haali mishi! bas khodeto amade koni dige!
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midooni badan be chi fek mikardam? ke havas kaardam biam haj! yani mikham betalabi biam 7 dor doret tavaf konam! hehe, jedi migam! aslan yejoori koskholim gerefte badform. mikham yechizi tekoonam bede, yejoor majarajooyi shayad bashe, shayadam vaghean yejoor nostalghiaye gozashtas ke dare hamintor mikeshatam. nemidoonam sakhte rishe yabish. shayadam vaghean fek mikonam ke daram imanamo az das midam! ye chizi ke baram arzeshmande. mesle etiad mimoone ke 2bare mikeshatet. adama haminan dige. hamishe 2nbale oon lezzatian ke dar gozashte dashtan. 2nbale zende kardane oon lahzehaye ziban ke dige rafte. shayadam hichvakh behesh naresan ama hamishe zehneshoono mashghool mikone, hamishe omid daran ke shayad 2bare betoonan oono zende konan.
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kholase yejoor tajdide bey'atam gerefte. ba namazo inam hal nemishe! hatta too hamoon halo havaye high'i neshastam naghshe keshidam! ye naghsheye ajib gharib, ke masalan beram ezdevaje maslahati konam ke inja betoonam zood eghamat begiram, bad bezanam biam, ehsas kardam ke in saritarin raahe!
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vase ayande karimo hame chie digam behtare. azinam ke kolli koskholi ghatish dare khosham miad! yani ba roohie man sazegare! hamin ke baram be taraf begam mikham begiramet ke betoonam rahat beram oonja yeki digaro bebinam khodesh kollie! fek kon!
hala ine ke mikhastam begam "labaika allahoma labaik!... labaika la sharika laka labaik!", hum chi migi? mitalabi ya na ?

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